Rough week... anybody else..... misery loves company:)

This week has been really trying emotionally for me. I am PMSing for one thing and it seems to be really be intense. I have cried once almost twice this week and crying isn't one of my usual weekly things. I don't know what is going on. H has been really angry with me and I guess I have been on edge or anxious with him too. We have had one or two good talks but for the most part I seem to be sucked into every argument with him. It's like I can't see it and just let it go. I have been feeling a little overwhelmed, so that is probably the biggest part of my problem and I am sure I am giving those vibes off to him. But I have been doing everything and I have tried to do it joyfully without resentment, but for some reason this week I am feeling resentful. I guess it's because I thought maybe by now he would want to help me out and I have asked for his help and he has refused to help. I am finding it very hard this week to let that go. I feel resentment, like hey kid, I made your breakfast, cleaned up after it, made your lunch, cleaned up afterwards, took you here and had to wait and keep the little one entertained and awake during naptime and you can't help me out just a little bit! It's something about this week, I feel like I am off-balance, like I need to center but I don't know how. All I seem to be thinking about is how much I am doing and how much there is still to do. The kitchen is a mess, the fridge really needs to be cleaned out, the bathroom, well it's needed cleaning for way too long. All the floors have spots on them. I don't know it's like everywhere I look, all I can see is what needs to be done and feel like I am the only one who is going to do it. And it just feels overwhelming and like a huge pressure over me. It's stifling, and I feel guilty when I open my mouth and say things like, "can you please take care of that..., I got it out for you" and what not. And I feel so dang moody. Everything is getting on my nerves. And I seem to be needing more alone time, more quiet, down time. Well of course because I feel like I need it, H seems to need and want me more. Why is that. I hope this passes soon!!!!